i m very very very very angry....today is nye and nw i still staying at home. Going nowhere.. Angry angry,y?cos he dun want to go out. And tis stupid pc always hang make me more more more angry...Feel like smashing it!!!

very angry abt him. he think tat he is the mighty one. For no reason get angry.Ask him go out oso lazy only know hw to go parkway,tampines and ms. all is nearby one.Doesn't he get sian one.I sleeping he can disturb me, he sleeping i cannot disturb him.Then ask him to eat something he will say i nv eat b4 so i dun eat.For my sake he oso won't eat.Then he ask me to eat i must eat. Ask me to eat lunch, i really didn't heard wat he say ma. I only heard xiao bai chi fan. Pls lo xiao bai is the dog wat u take me as a dog ar. WTF.

yesterday i wear so nice he bring me go east coast.. and i wearing high heels. For goodness sake wear high heels go east coast and walk the sand will dirty my shoes.Then i tok him he get angry and walk off. Y guys can't understand gals thinking and y he can't see wat m i wearing. Really really get pissed off. KNN.


I feel like scolding pple liao !!!!

hmm...long time no blog.y? too lazy..hehe..not really la.weekend sleep too much. Wat have i done during the weekends? well nothin much except sleep. Sunday went to ms for window shopping.Monday went to tampines for window shopping.Now no money liao so have to budget everything. Sigh~~Well thur and friday i will on leave liao..so happy abt it.. really get wait for the time to passby faster.Tml work for one more day then i can relax liao.

Wat i want to do for my leave.Well thursday accompany my bf to the motor inspection and ard evening go my brother army gaduation(dun know whether issit call gaduation).Friday ma..hmm maybe rearrange his room (but must see whether i have the mood or not).Sat maybe go do my hair as nw is like grass.

Now waiting to get bonus but dun know have or not as my fm have nt give us the ans.But heard from my colleagues tat tis yr company is earning the profit so should have but as for chinese company they are all the same kind.So stingy!!! u have to work so much but the pay is like peanut.Well i think next yr i will find another job and i promise myself tat the job must be much much more better than my current job.

today is my final theory exam for my ccna 2 . Not bad still have score 67.3 marks for it.ok la gt chris to tell me on it on some questions. didn't really go study it but make the effort to memerise it.Have to thank chris for helping me so much.She can be a great lecturer.

Tis friday my company is having a pop luck lunch. I will be in charge of the tidbits.haha.well can't think of anything to buy cos everyone taste is different.So have to wait for them to give me instruction. Actually i dun like having lunch with some of them cos some of them is hypocrite and i hate it....so fake!!but no choice who ask me working in tat company. Well i shall plan for friday nite events as i will be asking my buddy to join us hehe.

yesterday is my practical test and i score 100 marks,but..i wasn't really happy abt it cos it seems like i have completely forget everything. I asking myself m i tired or really forget abt the whole configuration...When starting of the configuration i know hw to do but when it comes to answering the question in the paper i start to blur. I oso dun know y. I stare at the question very long and keep cancelling the ans. In the end my paper is so damm messy.We gt 3 activities to do and the 1st activities i make a mess.when come to 2nd activitiy my keyboard start to go haywire.omg i do so much configuration on the router and the problem just pop out like tat. Really quite annoying.My classmates try to help me . really have to give them a big hug for helping me. Lucky i gt save the configuration.

No choice have to reboot. I had prepared for the worst.Lucky when i try again everything had been saved.When dun know y when come to router rip no network then it gt hang again...wat the hell man. i had been trying tis step again and again. i give up. the third time i do sh run everything is ok liao ... I gt the configuration i want without doing the no network ... :)there is a question on telnet. i know i do it b4 and i m very familiar with it but yesterday i do telnet i just fail to do so.doing tftp,sh cdp neighbors all i know hw to do but my mind just blank. it was a bad day for me as i had been doing the labs so many time and nothing happen. dun know y yesterday like tat. But it was all over.

Next monday is the theory test and i haven't study. Got to fail the theory liao..sob..sob...i dun want to fail.But i just dun like theory.I guess no choice have to study hard.have been very stress..stress abt work,stress abt study,stress abt bike practical...I m going crazy soon. i wanted to give up the bike practical but i just nt satisfied.My mind ask me to give up but my heart tell me no.u can't give up..i m confused.to continue or not.My fear of riding bike had come back again.I dun know y.But i keep thinking abt the scenes i had seen involving bikes and pillion.i started to scare.Plus the minor accident i had..well dun think of it.

today went for my bike practical wif my cousin.It wasn't easy as i thought.The bike itself is so damm heavy and we have to push the bike.It was tough for gals. I wonder hw the other gals whom had passed did it.I really can't fig out.We drop the bike,we fell from the bike nos of times. But i still determine tat i can do it.The more u scare the more u can't do it. So i told myself elaine u can do it. Lucky for me i had passed the practical 1.01for 1st attempt.But my cousin wasn't so lucky.She had to retake. There are the few words i have to tell her....Meiyin u can do it. Tell urself u can do it.Dun be afraid of falling down.Control "it" not "it" control you.Dun give up so easily. I will wait for u to pass ur 1.01. Then we go together and take 1.02 ok? No hurry.Take ur time.Do some arm excerise.

My whole body is now aching like mad. My leg is swollen as i think is i fall together with the bike and hurt it.Palms have bruises. Knee cap had blue black.ok had to go sleep .....ZZZzzz

today when to the bbdc to take my theory lesson. i was quite blur cos tis is my 1st time attend the lesson.when u go there u must print out the allocation slip. but today dun know wat happen to the system (think is down),so we were asked to print the other side.The instructor just say u can print over there. So i went to the other side dun know whether issit tat machine there.So i just stand aside and see other pple doing. So i go and do the same. It printed out booking statement.Dun know correct or not i oso dun care and proceed to the classroom. As time is still early so i sat outside the classroom. And i saw alot of pple waiting oso. 1st i thought is only riders all the same class, but it wasn't so. I thought i go to the wrong class. But on the board stated there classroom 2. Din't care much abt that.

Now i know tat basic is drivers and riders all the same class. Now i must finish fast for my theory lessons........