sick sick sick...recently have been falling sick. argh~~ when i m sick i will lose concentration,get tired easily..blah blah blah..Sigh ~~wat greatly disappointed is excepted to pass but in the end fail.. i m so disappointed in myself. totally disappointed. Is not easy to handle work n study at the same time. But well have to work harder for it ba.

When prbm arise, i know i shld not avoid but m i really avoiding it or i just hack care. i myself oso dun know. Just can't think straight. I m confused. I need someone to enlighten me. The more people give me advice the more i get confused. When i m confused i will be very angry with myself. I care too much abt my surrounding pple. I care for their feeling. Have been telling myself just wat the F**k do i need to care abt their feeling. I oso dun know when i developed this kind of caring other pple's feeling.Maybe someone/sth had change my heart,i dun know. I just dun want to hurt anybody neither do i want to get hurt. M i losing faith in myself or m i too naive to believe wat pple say or m i thinking too much. Humans being are the dangerous creature on earth. U won't know who is true or fake to u. I only know i slowly starting to seal my feelings up, giving attitude.I just want to be alone..........