Have already started working for one week.And so far everything is ok except that have to wake up early.But well started to get used to it except for some days.. hehe... will get tired. Last week have make lots of phone calls, but dun knw y today seems like a bit slow dwn lei. Not quite happy with my performance for today. Have to buck up abit for tml.

The environment here is gd and the colleagues there oso gd..plus my supervisor even more gd. Nt like my previous coy, the fat woman like shit. Here the pple here believe in teamwork and yes we are working towards our goals... Hope this month can hit our target. Well this coy have lot of events.But is a bo lian one lor.Like next friday we have a Sports for Life thing at YCK. Y m i the unlucky one.Argh i hate this kind of thing.But oh well only work till 2 plus then can go off liao..hehe.. hope is a fun event. On the 24th May we have a MDM party at Furama Hotel.. can i dun go... well the ans is NO!!!

Just finish talking to my bro as my previous coy and he was telling abt the coy thing, well i think he is hinting me sth. And yes i have ask him straight forward.. He want me to go back to the coy but i just tell him tat i dun want to see some pple and say frankly i m happy with my current job so i gt no intend to leave.Although tat ger is a temp but i believe she can do it if she wants to. Actually recep is easy job but somehw this position in this coy seems to be difficult. Should i say is becos the fat woman's doing or issit becos there is alot of work to do.. I dun knw. Anyway i dun want to know or should i say i dun even bother to know. Cos my heart has no longer there already.When i say my heart is not there means the pple there is no longer in my heart.I dun knw y maybe is becos someone make me lose heart in there. Even when i want to ask some pple out for coffee i have to think twice. Cos i dun want tat someone to be there.... Wat should i do?? Should i just dun contact them or just face it.... I really dun knw.. i dun wan to think abt it.

You are the Hanged Man
Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.
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Is this really the truth abt me???

tml will be the 1st day of my work. Kinda of worry,sian.Dun know wat kind of pple will i meet. Just praying hard that i won't get the same kind of F**king pple(esp tat fat woman pattern). Hope everything will go smooth for me..............

Got alot of things keep bothering me and up to nw i can't make a decision. 天呀救救我吧。very vexed!!!!Maybe i shouldn't think so much.

Just come back from Jolin's concert... it was great... it was high!!! I enjoy watching and i want to watch it again.wow....Her dancing was great although there was some movement that she's unable to do it but overall was great!!! When to eat ice cream after the concert and my brother ask me to treat him, so i ask him to send me back home..hehe... he is a lu chi.. so have to teach him hw to go to my bf's hse and after tat hw to go back amk... lol... din knw tat he was such a lu chi. ok shall pen up to here.... good nite

Today is Jolin's concert and a few hrs more i can see her liao. Yipee!!! Well although dun really quite like her but her dancing i can say is good. How i wish i can be her...

I nw back at my home and later after Jolin's concert i m going back to his house and alone again. Nt really sian at his hse but i dun like to be alone at home esp at his hse. And beside i dun talk to his mother as i feel is embarass. I oso dun know embarass abt wat just dun like to talk to his parents cos i myself at home oso dun talk to my parents de. So hw m i going to communicate with his parents. Tml my dear dear is coming back liao. Wondering will he rem to buy present for me or just simply forget abt me. Well if he dun buy present for me is ok, i just wish he could be safe back home.

Well.. i m going to have a one week break b4 i start to work on a new environment. So excited..wondering hw is the colleagues there. Will it be the same as my previous coy or worst? Just dun wish to have another fat woman (whom is my previous coy). Anyway my last day at work i oso din go say bye bye to her cos i think she dun deserve my bye bye. Hate her to core man. Well just dun wish in my new life have this kind of woman.