Sunday, January 28, 2007
S.H.E concert
just came back from S.H.E concert. Not as nice as their 1st concert. Maybe is becos the sound system is not tat gd ba. Well overall still rate 80%. Selina dancing not too bad, well as least she still dance after her skirt dropped off. hehe.. Hebe keep forgetting her dance. Not really enjoy, dun knw y. So sian. Dun have the mood. sigh~~ no mood to blog too.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i find tat i love my bf even more than ever. Not becos he buy things for me as i knw i dun fancy all this buying things. I love him more is becos he start to think for me,worry for me. But at times he will forget la. He will think if he go to work then i at his hse will be very boring so he buy for me watever i like n within his budget. So tat i can occupy myself. But something he worry too much liao. Although i m boring at home i still can find things to occupy myself like playing my laptop. but provided my laptop is with me la. If not i can watch DVD.What most important is he is faithful to me.. Dear i wish to tell u i love u more than ever.
once again i m sick...Argh~~ dun like the feeling of been sick. Btw who love to get sick. Keep eating medicine eat until i m scare of it. MC for 2 days and i have tons of work have not done yet. How?? Who could help me. I m really sick and tired of this kind of working life. Hw long m i going to endure? I oso dun knw. Dun like pple to talk to me in a harsh tone and pls lor u r asking pple to help lei can't u be abit kei qi yi dian. So wat you r a senior engineer. Big deal la. I fuck care u r senior engineer or wat, as long as u r asking pple for help u have to be polite even tons of work are piling up. U respect me i respect u .U give me fucking attitude i double it back to u. At the most i lost my job nia. Who cares. Maybe i should learn to ignore all this things and concentrate on my work.
I m a person whom i worry too much or think too much. Worry can't finish my work, ya i knw work will never be finish but at least finish the work of the day. Sometimes i wonder if i m too helpful or i just bo chap. i think i m more to bo chap. Although tat is nt under my job scope but still i take it. No moral in working tis company. At least my previous coy, my hr knw tat i have no moral she still encouraging me, telling me if i have any prbm can go to her. But here, although my fm is around but it seems like she is invisible to me.y? cos she is always so busy with her work. And even i have prbm i have to think of a solution 1st b4 going to tell her my prbm. Since i have the solution wat for i go find her rite. stupid. And i knw tat fm is not going to stand up for me even is not my fault. I rather my so call supervisior be my fm. Y? At least she teach me how should i do blah blah blah. Ya at times she can be bad but overall she still stand up for u. She the person whom is soft in heart. So as long as u r nt in a big trouble she is happy to help u . My MD always say we r one big family, should help each other. But so far i see only a few pple r helpful. Most of them r stuck up. Sigh~~ guess i have to endure for the time being until i really cannot tahan anymore. Sometimes i m thinking if i take up the other job will it be better for me? Did i make the wrong choice? Oh god pls guide me... i have lost myself.
I m a person whom i worry too much or think too much. Worry can't finish my work, ya i knw work will never be finish but at least finish the work of the day. Sometimes i wonder if i m too helpful or i just bo chap. i think i m more to bo chap. Although tat is nt under my job scope but still i take it. No moral in working tis company. At least my previous coy, my hr knw tat i have no moral she still encouraging me, telling me if i have any prbm can go to her. But here, although my fm is around but it seems like she is invisible to me.y? cos she is always so busy with her work. And even i have prbm i have to think of a solution 1st b4 going to tell her my prbm. Since i have the solution wat for i go find her rite. stupid. And i knw tat fm is not going to stand up for me even is not my fault. I rather my so call supervisior be my fm. Y? At least she teach me how should i do blah blah blah. Ya at times she can be bad but overall she still stand up for u. She the person whom is soft in heart. So as long as u r nt in a big trouble she is happy to help u . My MD always say we r one big family, should help each other. But so far i see only a few pple r helpful. Most of them r stuck up. Sigh~~ guess i have to endure for the time being until i really cannot tahan anymore. Sometimes i m thinking if i take up the other job will it be better for me? Did i make the wrong choice? Oh god pls guide me... i have lost myself.
Monday, January 08, 2007
Things i did for today
1.Talk to a boy/girl you like today?
--> my bf lor
2. Realize anything new?
--> no lor
3. Talk to an ex?
--> no
4. Miss someone?
--> not really
5. Slept in your bed?
--> fei hua
6. Saw you cry?
--> nobody
7. Went to the town with?
--> didn't go town lei
8. Went to the mall with you?
--> my bf lor
10. What made you laugh?
--> stupid actions which i did to him
11. Said they loved you?
--> hw i wish he would say he love me
12. Called you in the middle of thenight
--> no one dare (except my godbro)
13. Do you have a crush on someone?
--> er...think no
14. What book are you reading now?
--> CCNA 1 & 2
15. Piercing/tattoos?
--> piercing
16. What are you most scared of right now?
--> getting obese
17. Who do you really hate?
--> myself
18. Does anyone hate you?
--> how i knw.maybe alot ba.
19. Have you ever cried?
--> of cos la.. most of the time
20. What is ur feeling right now?
--> terrible
--> my bf lor
2. Realize anything new?
--> no lor
3. Talk to an ex?
--> no
4. Miss someone?
--> not really
5. Slept in your bed?
--> fei hua
6. Saw you cry?
--> nobody
7. Went to the town with?
--> didn't go town lei
8. Went to the mall with you?
--> my bf lor
10. What made you laugh?
--> stupid actions which i did to him
11. Said they loved you?
--> hw i wish he would say he love me
12. Called you in the middle of thenight
--> no one dare (except my godbro)
13. Do you have a crush on someone?
--> er...think no
14. What book are you reading now?
--> CCNA 1 & 2
15. Piercing/tattoos?
--> piercing
16. What are you most scared of right now?
--> getting obese
17. Who do you really hate?
--> myself
18. Does anyone hate you?
--> how i knw.maybe alot ba.
19. Have you ever cried?
--> of cos la.. most of the time
20. What is ur feeling right now?
--> terrible
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