Wednesday, March 28, 2007

just nw i go through the photos when i m still in EMIS. It was so sad that my tears are rolling from my eyes, nt tat the photos are sad but tat was the time where i think i m the most happiest time in EMIS. The colleagues, trip, occassion where we all get together and have fun with each other. Happy event tends to end fast. Next week will be my last week in EMIS. Can't bear to leave my fellow colleagues but due to some reason i have chose to leave. Although i have no heart working with the coy but my heart will always contain my colleagues. Good pple tend to leave good coy and when good pple leave bad pple will corrupt the coy. And it make the coy stop growing. I always feel tat Teamwork is always a must in a coy. If there is one person whom dun knw wat is teamwork it will slowly make the coy collaspe.I always feel tat a gd boss should know what is going on with the coy by himself and nt to listen to those rumours. I wish to see this coy is growing well and hope tat the pple in there knows hw important teamwork & communication is. I wish to see this coy grow up as a family. Good Luck to EMIS.

Monday, March 26, 2007

I have offically tender my resignation. I felt so relieved. Although i going to miss my fellow colleagues esp those who r close to me, but i have no choice. No point working there when things are nt at my favour. Will have to move on. Hope next job will be better.

Monday, March 12, 2007

is been a long time that i have not update my blog.been busy with work and other things. And i have lots of unhappy things to say. But just can't say it out. Pple have been saying that i have change. Change in a way i become more quiet, dun talk much. Well i myself oso find tat too.Dun knw what wrong with me. Wanted to keep quiet for everything but it seems like is hard, cos if everything bottle inside me i go crazy and my temper will go bad. I chose to ignore.I chose to take it.I chose to stop telling pple my prbm. I try to work within my job scope, I try to give and take. But in the end wat do i get. Nthing..just a piece of shit and anger inside me. Y m i chosing this route. YYYY? Everyday go to work is just like putting a fake smiling face. I know i m nt the old EY anymore. Since i chosen this path i will have to face it. Talk too much can't help me anything, and it only get me into trouble. No point saying it out as everything will be back to sq one. What should i do? Hw did the hell m i ending up like this. :...( I m feeling terrible nw. Wanted to cry but i tell myself i cannot cry. I have to be strong, no one knw my pain. I just want to quietly go on with my life, is that so difficult. I wanted to give up everything......