is been a long time that i have not update my blog.been busy with work and other things. And i have lots of unhappy things to say. But just can't say it out. Pple have been saying that i have change. Change in a way i become more quiet, dun talk much. Well i myself oso find tat too.Dun knw what wrong with me. Wanted to keep quiet for everything but it seems like is hard, cos if everything bottle inside me i go crazy and my temper will go bad. I chose to ignore.I chose to take it.I chose to stop telling pple my prbm. I try to work within my job scope, I try to give and take. But in the end wat do i get. Nthing..just a piece of shit and anger inside me. Y m i chosing this route. YYYY? Everyday go to work is just like putting a fake smiling face. I know i m nt the old EY anymore. Since i chosen this path i will have to face it. Talk too much can't help me anything, and it only get me into trouble. No point saying it out as everything will be back to sq one. What should i do? Hw did the hell m i ending up like this. :...( I m feeling terrible nw. Wanted to cry but i tell myself i cannot cry. I have to be strong, no one knw my pain. I just want to quietly go on with my life, is that so difficult. I wanted to give up everything......