Saturday, April 26, 2008

this week is a busy week for UAT team.working at odd hrs n gg back in the morning..overall is tired & frustrating but is fun.We will call each other up if we go back in wee hrs.We will not say i need to go home now or dun feel like coming .We wrk as a team.One for all , all for one.I like to wrk with my UAT colleagues as i dun have to see some childish & idiot person's face in the office. Sometime ago she have sent an insulting email to me and cc to the team except my supervisor I wonder y . I have forward the insulting email to my supervisor as i think this should be handle by my supervisor.She think i m a corward then let it be. She wants to behave like an lian let her be.Becos she's not fit to be an ah lian at all.

i send an email to my colleague b4 i go on leave.After i come back from leave there is no reply from her.So i have ask her in regard to the email tat i have send b4 on leave.She just simply send the insulting(which she says is insulting but i think is childish) email to me. In the 1st place if she thinks she makes no mistakes/careless at all then prove it to me. Dun always use other pple to compare herself.Other pple can do it the 2nd time i dun see y she can't. And if she thinks the email tat my supervisor have replied have demoralise the team or rather herself then too bad becos they all are going to stay in this coy for only 6 mths.And i wouldn't care so much abt it.From last week onwards if they do rubbish so be it. She thinks she is good then let it be becos no matter wat we say is wrong for her.She want her pride, i give it to her. No point quarrel over such case.Childish!!!

REM When you are saying other pple 4 fingers are actually pointing to urself.Learn to grow up.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

I have been quarrelling over marriage things with him for the past few weeks. And he die die won't compromise me,only i have to compromise him. I have been thinking for many days. And i think is time to let go this 8 yrs of r/s. I telling myself i won't eat the humble pie anymore.It has reach my limit of tolerance n patient. If you are going to see to wat extend i can reach then too bad i have alr reach my limit.

Marriage is suppose to be a couple's thing but i think i m naive. Guys are selfish. If he say he will treat u better after marriage, This is bullshit.He will treat u the same or even worst after marriage. If you are going to agree to everything he say for marriage, after marriage he will be stepping/controlling you right uder his foot.I think i m glad that i have not married.Although giving up this 8 yrs is tough but i m not going to let myself be unhappy/suffer after marriage.

He is not cherishing me then too bad..I believe there are other guys who will cherish me more than he do.