this week is a busy week for UAT team.working at odd hrs n gg back in the morning..overall is tired & frustrating but is fun.We will call each other up if we go back in wee hrs.We will not say i need to go home now or dun feel like coming .We wrk as a team.One for all , all for one.I like to wrk with my UAT colleagues as i dun have to see some childish & idiot person's face in the office. Sometime ago she have sent an insulting email to me and cc to the team except my supervisor I wonder y . I have forward the insulting email to my supervisor as i think this should be handle by my supervisor.She think i m a corward then let it be. She wants to behave like an lian let her be.Becos she's not fit to be an ah lian at all.

i send an email to my colleague b4 i go on leave.After i come back from leave there is no reply from her.So i have ask her in regard to the email tat i have send b4 on leave.She just simply send the insulting(which she says is insulting but i think is childish) email to me. In the 1st place if she thinks she makes no mistakes/careless at all then prove it to me. Dun always use other pple to compare herself.Other pple can do it the 2nd time i dun see y she can't. And if she thinks the email tat my supervisor have replied have demoralise the team or rather herself then too bad becos they all are going to stay in this coy for only 6 mths.And i wouldn't care so much abt it.From last week onwards if they do rubbish so be it. She thinks she is good then let it be becos no matter wat we say is wrong for her.She want her pride, i give it to her. No point quarrel over such case.Childish!!!

REM When you are saying other pple 4 fingers are actually pointing to urself.Learn to grow up.

I have been quarrelling over marriage things with him for the past few weeks. And he die die won't compromise me,only i have to compromise him. I have been thinking for many days. And i think is time to let go this 8 yrs of r/s. I telling myself i won't eat the humble pie anymore.It has reach my limit of tolerance n patient. If you are going to see to wat extend i can reach then too bad i have alr reach my limit.

Marriage is suppose to be a couple's thing but i think i m naive. Guys are selfish. If he say he will treat u better after marriage, This is bullshit.He will treat u the same or even worst after marriage. If you are going to agree to everything he say for marriage, after marriage he will be stepping/controlling you right uder his foot.I think i m glad that i have not married.Although giving up this 8 yrs is tough but i m not going to let myself be unhappy/suffer after marriage.

He is not cherishing me then too bad..I believe there are other guys who will cherish me more than he do.

i hate this home..y do parents are so biased to boys.From small my parents did not buy things i always wan..(expect for festival)And they always buy for my brother watever he wan.Nw big liao still the same thing expect for different things. Just becos he gt a cock that's y my parents love him more than us.

Shouldn't it be the case like parents shld treat their children equally.Then in the first place dun give birth to me when u knw tat u will be giving birth to a girl.Abort it.Abort until u get a son.Just becos he is a guy and u all will do a path for his rest of his life.Do parents consider abt their daughters' feeling.I dun think so.Then in the 1st place dun come and discuss this matter to me if u knw i will get angry.Think of how u treat me, think y i react liike tat.I really HATE them.I wondering m i pick up from the dustbin.Good things never happen on me..Bad things or illness will happen to me..All those bad illness will heritage to me but nt to my bro.WTF. There is no justice to it.Parents do wrong things they will never say sorry or should i say they never think hw is their children's feeling like.

If tat is wat u say " this is my money we wan to spend it on who and wat is none of ur business."Then is fine..go ahead. i m nt gg to care or clear ur shit if u two are nt on earth!!!

it has been a long long time i have not post anything...the reason is been lazy,nothing to blog,dun feel like blogging.Well now is CNY and i have been going out from thur till sat.

It has been fun as i get to see my cousins and go out with them...hope we can organise alot more outing even though is nt cny ..haha. Well rite now i am watching tv with my bf and as the same time blogging and update photos.haha busy me rite.

well there are sth that has been bothering me for a long long time...but cannot say out,..haha...shld pen till here.

no strength

It's been so long i have not blog.Too lazy?Sian? I myself oso dun knw. There are many things i m unsure of myself too.I have many prbms which i wish to keep it to myself.I don't wish to talk.I just wish i have made a correct choice.

i find tat i m nt myself these few weeks, lost the abilities to explain things,concentration.I dun feel like bother to explain anything and became very quiet.Dun ask me y,cos i oso dun know.Like the spirit has left my body,it has really became souless EY.

I found out tat singaporean are very idiot & rude.Some even think they gt money is very big deal.Actually those who gt money is the most stingy pple.They dun understand hw the system wrk and keep saying tat we have no brain.Hello can u wake up ur F**king idea.The system does not cater for u only. Is for the whole of singaporean.Dun think u are the only ones staying in this country lor.If u think u r so skillful then go and be president or someone big shot la.WTH!!! U think u all talk loud we all scare ma.. No lor..This is to show that u all are uneducated and no manner pple.We as a worker of the coy also human being, dun think we want to reAd ur meter then u can vent anger on us.Who ask u dun stay at home, Who ask u dun submit ur own rdg.When back charges arise you all will blame us nt doing our job.If u think this is so easy come and do it for urself.

Everyday have to face this kind of pple. So sickening. Make me realise that Singaporeans are nt polite at all!!!